Friday, September 07, 2007 | 10:30 AM
what the hell?! whats life about?! i seems so helpless now.theres training yesturday &i didnt go. all thanks to my father who treated me like a prisoner. i suddenly feel like my house is like a fucking jail. blahblah~ all i know is that i can cheer people up but i cant even cheer myself up. useless! so whats now is that i only can pray hard that i can go for my training tomorrow. please god?! &i seems to miss my sisters alot. it seems like it has been a few years i have not seen them. all thanks to my father! i hate this type of life. shit him lots! bloody fool! &all i got say to my sisters is that sorry to pangseh you guys on wednesday.